hey you guys how are you? I hope you r good and healthy
coz GOD I am sick and I feel horrible... I barely leave my bed ,,not in the mood for anything ..
didn't chick my emails for three days and that's a first ..so that's my reason
and about that (ARAB GAY BRIDE) I think its affective Idea
so yes guys I am totally in..if you need anything just let me know,,ready for everything
new followers
and before I write any thing I got 11 followers !! between 2 posts 4 joined in 
!!! ..IF that turned out to be money I'll be rich by the end of the month LOL
!!! ..IF that turned out to be money I'll be rich by the end of the month LOL and Of course I am already rich because of you people<< yah right 
LOL
LOL and it just came to my head that I can't write any thing stupid now coz I got 11 persons reading for me ..well in that case I 'll do my best but I can't guarantee anything
yah that's right (the more I think the more confused I get )..here is the issue
..for the past few days something weird start to happen
I keep dreaming of my (ex crush) for no reason !!!..
and as far as I remember I stopped thinking about
and as far as I remember I stopped thinking about
her Since I decided to
,,,I mean that girl was totally weird,, yah in a nice way I couldn't help it
,,,I mean that girl was totally weird,, yah in a nice way I couldn't help it
but it should be over by now..still I have no Idea what my Unconscious is trying to tell me?
I can clearly remember why did I like her in the first place,,coz she were different
well according to me
well according to me she has a huge confidence that I admire
she is like way famous in our section BUT only online..and I mean by that she is socially online active
you can find her accounts easily ..and every where starting from facebook ,,netlog,,tweeter ..she even has a blog ..that girl has accounts in sites I've never heard of
and that's normal for anyone ,,but its not when you don't implement these actions in a real set..I couldn't not to notice that she never talked to people when she actually around them ,,always caught her hanging around alone..never looked at people even if they were 2 cm away form her spot 
!!! ..
!!! ..
one day she had to do a Presentation and she stood up and started talking but never looked up .. I was
whispering (look up ,,look up )and Seriously I thought she will but she didn't,,
I can remember too our real interaction together she was sooo nervous around me for some reason
even the situation was not worth all that tense..after that she kept avoiding me which became clear to me that she is not Interested..
though sometimes she was not acting on it ..I've seen her stare at me and pretend that she didn't..she used to set around me for the whole semester ..I was hoping that would be only a coincidence and never careless but after 4 months we can't call it a coincidence any more..
her best friend is a friend with my best friend and I personally know her best friend but not that well
anyway is totally hard to get her out of my head and knowing she always gonna be around 
!!!
!!!I did chick her blog and she has an reasonable opinions about things like she thinks that
any person in the plant have to be either rich..or pretty.. or super genius in order to have confidente
if you don't have any of these you should go and shoot your self!!
How can any one hold on to something that's not real..not guaranteed?? is that right!!
and she is not even cute!!we can get it if it came from a gorgeous girl ..but she was less than average ..and I am not underestimate anyone by saying that..well that technically shows the good taste of mine 
..but I am just trying to understand where did that come from
..but I am just trying to understand where did that come from she said I don't Judge people at all.. but she did that with me
the funniest part that we do have many things in common but she will never know
I think she just missed a great catch 
anyway that girl keeps distracting me
I am not 100% sure why am I writing this but I knew I got tired of it ..I want her out of my life ..my head..away from my dreams ...and I am gonna start by deleting every single page of her never tried to check on her..or on her life..
coz thinking about her or fancies her not gonna make us happen that's not how the real-world works
sometimes you just gotta accept that..even if you liked non-cute - arrogant -stubborn young lady that has no Idea you liked her in the first place
so this is gonna be my last time talking about her.. mentioning her .. this subject took more than it ..should be coz simply I have better things to do ..and alot of things to worry about
sorry for writing in English>> صباح الليل 
but I just felt like it tho I know and totally convinced that my English suck
?but you can't hate me for that can you
take care you guys 
hey girl
its been a while
first off 7amblilah 3ala el salamah
second
i totally relate with ur situation
but somtimes its out of ur hands and u cant control who u fall for
im late for work
gtg
see u soon
له له له خير حبيبتي؟عسى ما شر؟
ما يكون فيك الا العافية انشاالله
كلي زين والبسي زين عشان ما تخذين برد
take care about ur self
kisses
Hi there..
I'm sorry you're sick..I hope you feel better
soon
well..let's see how long you'll be able to not talk about her? LOL it's not as easy as u'd think..but I'll be cheering for u...(:
well..it's interesting that u mentioned that she's popular online...I noticed that people who are popular online and not as much social in the real life are being active online to compensate what they lack in the real life....
they might be confidant online yet not as much confidant in their social lives...
it's not a rule...just an observation...
...I hope u get better and u get her out of your head soon...
GOOD LUCK
Mna7y
hey..how r u? and how is that training going for you
thanks I feel better now
and let me tell you something,,its always out of you hand
it was great to see you :)
زيزو..كنت خايفة تتعبين في هالبوست
بس هذا لأنك رديتي علي فرنسي المرة اللي راحت خخخخخ
شكرا على اهتمامك
huge hug for you :)
ALEX
hey ,,thank you for your concern I appreciate it ,,
but I made this promise in public
to obligate myself to keep it
and I did delete her pages right before I published this post
I know its not easy but I gotta do it any way,,you stick around I might need some cheering up :D
ALEX,,it was really nice to see you again (:
keep coming
Hey there Girlfriend :P
oh I hope you'll get better :D
for your girl hmm.. I think me and her could be bestfriends :P , I really consider myself very active on the internet ,in reality everything sucks wit me :P
- Socially I mean -
yallah , Let's hope she'll get out of your life very soon
*hugs and kisses*
xo
hey jinxed
thanks I am good now
but she is not my girl your not helping LOL
you can be socially active nothing wrong with that..but where do you think the real dance floor is!!
happy to see you keep coming :)